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Hello, DA!
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Posting again, after such a long, long, time. :)
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Stormy Days and Moving
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So, it has been raining hard these past few days. Classes as well as work were suspended since Monday. There's flooding almost every where in the metro (and also in provinces). Our area had been deemed "in a state of calamity" since noon and people/families have already been asked to leave/vacate their houses. We haven't. Not yet. We hope we don't have to go. It's already dark outside. The rain stops every now and then, but when it does pour, it falls heavily. I guess, I'd be missing some restful sleep again tonight. Or I might not be sleeping at all. Haha.
So. How is this connected with our planning to move? Well, I don't think it gonna push through. I mean, we still are planning to move, but no longer to the subdivision we've been eyeing these past few months. Because of this heavy downpour, we've come to discover that about 70% of the province where the said subdivision is located gets flooded. The main hi-ways leading to the subdivision also gets flooded. Even if the streets inside the subdivision doesn't get inundated, we'd be stuck/stranded because the main roads surrounding it would be impassable.
Good news? Bad news? Dunno. I just feel so tired right now and I just want to vent/rant/put my thoughts into writing? I've been looking forward to this, but I can't/won't push my parents to move because I know of the possible dangers/misfortune that might befall us should we push through w/ it. Thank goodness that we haven't moved in yet, right? I honestly don't know anymore. My room's a mess and there's little I can do about it (as stated in my previous entry. Or maybe I'd buy a big cabinet and put all those boxes in there so they wouldn't be much of an eyesore? 
) Hmmm...in the meantime, I guess I'd have to live w/ this "customized clutter" for a while (but for how long, I wonder? *sigh* ) Maybe I'd get used to it that the boxes won't bother me anymore?
) Hmmm...in the meantime, I guess I'd have to live w/ this "customized clutter" for a while (but for how long, I wonder? *sigh* ) Maybe I'd get used to it that the boxes won't bother me anymore? Maybe, the whole point of this is that: I hate this clutter. I can't live like this. My room doesn't feel like it's mine anymore. It feels as if I just happen to put my things in here. The feeling that I don't belong anywhere is creeping back to me, w/c is just plain ridiculous, really, since I have a loving family whom I go "home" to. Or maybe, this is just stress. Stress. Anxiety. Exhaustion. 
So, I guess I'm/we're back to the drawing board. 
P.S. I'm sooo looking forward to that 2-day vacation this coming Thursday and Friday, that is, if the weather allows it at all.
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First day... First Post
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whew!
so this is deviant art!
i wasn't able to understand what this was all about.. now at least i have some vague idea... it's great! i'm a bit too overwhelmed by it in fact... and quite lost too... i wasn't sure what buttons to push or how to get around this place... even if i was able to get there, i wasn't quite sure how to get back... T.T oh, well, this will wear out (soon, i hope.)
hopefully i would be able to upload something quite soon... this weekend maybe...
bye bye for now!
~winter-fall goes back to roam around...
so this is deviant art!
i wasn't able to understand what this was all about.. now at least i have some vague idea... it's great! i'm a bit too overwhelmed by it in fact... and quite lost too... i wasn't sure what buttons to push or how to get around this place... even if i was able to get there, i wasn't quite sure how to get back... T.T oh, well, this will wear out (soon, i hope.)
hopefully i would be able to upload something quite soon... this weekend maybe...
bye bye for now!
~winter-fall goes back to roam around...
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